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When I suffer from loss, You, dear Master, would bless me with more intense love to heal my sorrow. I know deeply that I will never get lost! Many times, while walking on this path, I would have liked to turn away. It'd be so easy to turn back to the old path and give up the present. No one would blame me. No one would really care if I turned away. However, how can I just turn my back and run away? It would seem so easy to just throw away all the efforts made, and all the time You spent with me during moments of struggle and loneliness. Master, if You were not here to endure everything by Your physical presence, I would have an excuse to escape and abandon the efforts made on my part. You live to remind me that all the pressure I have is only one millionth of Yours. Am I remembering You at all times? Am I missing You in every second of the day? I always know I'm immersed in Your love, but I always forget to love You. Thanks to those who have tested me and helped me to grow, I remind me to look into myself at every moment. Help me to be generous, patient and loving. If I happen to be angered or annoyed, please wake me up, because at that moment, I've slipped away from Your teachings. The chain between You and me is always long enough. I sneak out to play from time to time, and You always cover Your eyes, pretending nothing happened. I pray in the hope that I will always remember to come back to Your side. But I also understand that the chain connecting us will never be broken.
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