In
Hawaii, Master helped cleanse our karma. I was among those who had troubled
Her. Although I did not understand what wrong I had done, I knew clearly that
there had to be a reason for Her to be angry with us. I repented in my heart,
and it worked. Master stopped being angry immediately. For me, this was yet
another wonderful experience with Her. However, my ego was hurt because it
had happened in front of everyone. I could not regain my composure and my
mind remained uneasy. The next day I had to attend group meditation at Master's
home. Initially, I did not want to attend. But I reminded myself that one
has to continue to walk the "path". Therefore, I got into the car with a trembling
heart. On the way I felt very uneasy. When the car was about two meters from
Master's house, a very strong feeling of love enveloped me, driving away all
my fears and worries. My whole body felt comfortable and cool, as if Master
were telling me: "Child, don't be afraid! Everything is all right." I was
very happy that I had come instead of being deceived by my mind. Otherwise,
how could I have felt so deeply Master's love for me?
Thinking back
today, because of my pride at that time, Master had to sacrifice Her reputation
in order to educate me. Now I really feel guilty and uneasy, and am very grateful
to Her for teaching me in all aspects of my life.
Truth-Sharing
: Observation And Growth 
